I’m always careless. I don’t know what my brain is full of. The day before yesterday I forgot my bag, and today I lost my key, which worth $40! That’s ￥200! I seldom care about money, but as I’m in Singapore, I find I pay a lot of attention to it. And if it’s only the money, it won’t make me so unhappy. What really make me unhappy is troublesome. Though Kuan Rong is very kind, and the officers are polite, I still can’t forget all about it. There’s nothing I can complain, so I said little when I was handling these troubles. However, now I think what I should do is to talk as usual, and never care what others will think. It’s my fault, I accept it. The fine is also OK. However, except these, I should not be cheet off anything.
Ok, that’s all about the regrets. But there’s also happiness this day. I bought a pair of trousers, a belt, and some other things. However, the lesson is hard to understand today. I think that’s because of my poor English. I think my English is in great urgent to improve. Or even if I get a offer, I will meet troubles when I’m aboard. It’s only Singapore. I can speak Chinese here. But how about America?
"Woman" said that if one determine to go aboard, he will success. But if he just want to have a try, he will lose. I think in the past I just want to try. But now, as I have seen the great things aboard, I think I should no longer hasitate. I’ve been thrown behind by others. And there’s no time to care about this way is correct or not now. I may run to the correct place or the wrong, but if I don’t, I will just stay in the wrong.
The professors are very kind here, and the environment is good. It’s convinence to live, and I won’t be worry about that I can’t study as the life is too exciting.
I’m tired about studing in China, and I don’t think I’ll prepare to work. I prefer to study, I prefer to lead a simple way of life. I’m a talent. I won’t lose if I really want. The only thing I haven’t is determination.
