This afternoon I’m curing my computer. Another afternnon has gone!!!
So many work left, but still I don’t want to do, because there’s too much, there’s no hope to finish them. My roomates said:"Just those big homework and the IELTS? Those things are worth to make you so upset?" I have to smile, I don’t want to cry. They don’t understand. What’s waiting for me is not those things, it’s a failure, a big failure. After so many hard work, I still can’t cross it.
Let me count the time for the first failure. Two weeks is left. What can I do in this two weeks? Make my score soar from 5 to 7.5? Meaningless! My first IELTS is foredoomed to failure. Then what other things can I do? The week after IELTS will be the calculous exam. And the week after that will be JAVA, e-business, MIS, database, etc. I should prepare for the calculous exam first, but I can’t waste to much time on it. Finishing reading the notes. And if I have time, I should surely finish the practices in the book. Half an hour per week on average in the next two week will be acceptable. And then I should carry on the lessons, or I will waste much more time on them. So, at least half an hour for each of the class. And then, the JAVA program. What can I do for it? Should I ignore it until the IELTS exam? There will be little time left. And what about the philosophy’s homework? I really wish I can pay more time on it. It’s meaningful. But I don’t think I have time for it.
So, I should try to finish it in an afternoon. The afternoon for the philosophy class? Em… It may be acceptable, but I really want to learn some thing in this class. I think bring the book about Freud and read it in the class will be OK. And, so I have half an afternoon to do Ielts. I have to review MIS for half an hour in that afternoon, too. Then, I can bring the computer to the library and finish the philosophy homework. I wish I can finish it on time. I will have to try.
Ok, it’s the plan for tomorrow.
So many work left, but still I don’t want to do, because there’s too much, there’s no hope to finish them. My roomates said:"Just those big homework and the IELTS? Those things are worth to make you so upset?" I have to smile, I don’t want to cry. They don’t understand. What’s waiting for me is not those things, it’s a failure, a big failure. After so many hard work, I still can’t cross it.
Let me count the time for the first failure. Two weeks is left. What can I do in this two weeks? Make my score soar from 5 to 7.5? Meaningless! My first IELTS is foredoomed to failure. Then what other things can I do? The week after IELTS will be the calculous exam. And the week after that will be JAVA, e-business, MIS, database, etc. I should prepare for the calculous exam first, but I can’t waste to much time on it. Finishing reading the notes. And if I have time, I should surely finish the practices in the book. Half an hour per week on average in the next two week will be acceptable. And then I should carry on the lessons, or I will waste much more time on them. So, at least half an hour for each of the class. And then, the JAVA program. What can I do for it? Should I ignore it until the IELTS exam? There will be little time left. And what about the philosophy’s homework? I really wish I can pay more time on it. It’s meaningful. But I don’t think I have time for it.
So, I should try to finish it in an afternoon. The afternoon for the philosophy class? Em… It may be acceptable, but I really want to learn some thing in this class. I think bring the book about Freud and read it in the class will be OK. And, so I have half an afternoon to do Ielts. I have to review MIS for half an hour in that afternoon, too. Then, I can bring the computer to the library and finish the philosophy homework. I wish I can finish it on time. I will have to try.
Ok, it’s the plan for tomorrow.
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well, after looking this, i know i really don’t konw you inside, but just on the face.
everyone has a lot of things to do, have a lot of trouble to deal with but what’t the differences? the care for the result. never give up, never to be too worry about the result. you should be care of it but once it makes you feel loose it will do lots of harm to you.
in my mind, you are really a nice girl who always thinks and keep trying. so just have more confidence on yourselves, just forget the result when you are trying and think about it when you are lazy.
remember, everyday is another day. and nothing will be impossible.